30 June 2011

{Updates}

So I know that I totally wrote a super long post yesterday. But I thought that I would update you with some of my past fears.. hahaha.
So my books aren't going to cost as much as they used to. Hurrah! :) They finally posted the fall 2011 books needed. The weird thing is that my english class tells me to choose a book from a list of 4. Ummm. how is she going to teach out of four different books? The one that I was going to get doesn't have any used ones. So maybe i'll just pick the cheapest one like everyone else. hahaha. I for surely don't even know. BUT.. my music of world cultures book hasn't even been printed yet. That happened to me last year in my TBE class. and the class totally sucked because they didn't even know how to teach out of the new books. so this should be interesting. Anyway.. I can get my physiology one for super cheap on amazon. The only super expensive one is my zoology one. And they don't have a used one at the book store either, so maybe i'll just buy that one on amazon too.

Welp. That's my update. aka blab time :)

Peace & Blessings.
:)

29 June 2011

This is how my head is right now. {My Thoughts} :)

"Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do." -John Wooden

{School}

Well. School is kinda freaking me out right now. Why? You might ask. Well. That's because it's super expensive. My scholarship only lasted a year, and I just found out that the scholarship I applied for was denied because they ran out of funds. (That's comforting).. SO, that is why it's scaring me. To look ont he bright side of things. Through this experience, I now know when to apply for a scholarship for the year 2011-2012. So that's good. :) I am also super nervous about books this year. I was looking online to see how much they would be. And guess what? My Music of World Cultures book is like $200. WHA????? I'm used to spending like $300 for all of them. But that's just nuts! So, in other words. I really need to find a new job that will give me a ton of hours, with a ton of money.... eek. This should be fun! Everytime I share something like this everyone says "Don't your parents help you out." And I say "I'm sure they would help me. But I would pay them back. I value education more if I'm the one paying for it." I honestly truly believe it. If it wasn't my money that was coming out. I wouldn't value it as much.


This upcoming semester I am taking English 2010. Music of World Cultures. Human Biology. & Phisiology. Oh, and piano lessons. and guess what??? If I pass all of these classes {Which i will} I will have 53 credit hours! And I only need 60 to get my associates! YEAH! :) So because of this. In spring Semester, I am going to take Anthropology, Psycology, the part 'd' of TBE, a photography class (i'm hoping), and then probably an intro to gerentology class. :) I'm actaully really excited about this. And I will tell you why. I realized the other day. That if I stay 'on task' and work really hard, I could have my doctorate in like 5 years! AH! Do you even understand how awesome that is? I think that it is AMAZING! :) Is it weird that I don't even have my associates, and yet i'm already looking towards a doctorate? I kinda hope not. The only thing stopping me remotely from doing my doctorate is that that's A LOT of money. Grad school in an of itself is like 5 times the price of undergrad. So that should be interesting. BUT, I guess that it all works out. :)

Another part of school that I could tell you about is that Social Work is feeling really, really good. I haven't even been accepted into the program, and I'm so excited for it. I was worried for the longest time that I was just doing it because I saw how much Sandee liked it. But guess what? Sandee has to read out of this DSM book, which is a diagnosing disorders book. And I told her that I would read out loud for her. And it was SOOO interesting. I don't know what it is about it, but I find it so entertaining. It's moments like those that make me think that yes, this is for me. Which is AWESOME! :) I love that feeling!


{Hair}

Yes, I am back on this subject, but it's not exactly the same thing. :) I have been trying to curl my hair lately. Don't get me wrong, it is possible. And there are many ways like I like best because they stay in for like 3 days straight. :) Haha But I love those curly waves that everyone has, and for some reason, I can't get it to work on my hair. It drives me absolutley bazako. I was watching this girls youtube channel, and she shows how she did it. So I got all excited and me and Sandee decided that we would try it. So i try it. And it. will. not. stay. in. By the end of the day, it is still there, but! it's very 'beachy' as sandee would say... So I don't know. I heard that the clipless curling irons make amazing curls! But they are so expensive, so..... I don't know if i even want to try it. If someone bought it for me, I so would. But i'm not going to spend $80 on curling irons. That's so ridiculous!!!!!! So, for now I may be sticking to my straight hair or the spiral curling iron.


{New Movies}

So, I have gotten a few new movies since my last update. My new ones, I am absolutly in love with! :) Woo! I got Ever After, The Princess Bride, and Scott Pilgrim vs. The World!!! I have watched them all and they are all so awesome!!!!!! :) Scott Pilgrim is So good! I just thought of a movie that I need to put on my list. Secret Window. Have you all seen it? If not, you really should!


{Jobs}

I know that i've kinda already covered this. But I am in the process of looking for a new job. I have thought of tons of places that I would work. But for some reason I always get nervous when it comes to applying for new jobs. I honestly don't know why. All I know is that I do. So i think that I am going to apply to FYE, Michaels, Hobby Lobby, Roberts, Deseret Book, Seagull Book, and most recently I've been thinking about applying at Moore's restaraunt. I'd have to make quite a bit to go there. Because I would spend so much money on gas. It would be ridiculous! But who knows. Maybe that is the job for me. :)


{Institute}

I have been a very bad person. Hahaha. I haven't gone to institute for so long! I have been in the Chorale at the Ogden Institute. So pretty much, I bet that I haven't got credit even now. I'm almost positive that I've missed more than 5 times. And I bet that 4 is even past credit. I'm thinking that I may go tonight. The only problem with that is that I've missed so many, so I don't know the songs, and the day that they are singing, I have to teach in Relief Sociey... maybe I will talk to the teacher tonight about maybe getting music or something. Honestly it has been my fault that I haven't gone.. we will see.


{Last Thoughts}

This is getting long, So I think that I am going to cut it off around now. I love my life! My family is Awesome! I love my new friend! {I'm glad I found her!}


Until Next time

Peace & Blessings!!
:)

26 June 2011

Dilemmas.....

So. As usual, my mind has been driving me crazy. I have one dilemma going on right now. Can you guess what that is? Well... it's my hair. As most of you know, I cut my hair and donated it to Locks of Love around may of last year. {wow... it's already been a year. That's nuts} and I LOVED how it looked short!! Now as I look at my pictures from then, I almost want to cut it again.
But then at the same time. I really want it super long like it was in my senior pictures.
Dilemma? I say yes. I think for now I will just keep it how it is. It's kind of fun to see the adventure that it goes on while it tries to grow out. You know, like to see what hairstyles look good on what lengths. I think that it's super cool.

Wanna know what I just realized. Satan sucks!!! Well... I didn't just realize that, but I remembered it today. I think that Satan tries to freak us out over stuff that isn't a big deal, or to make us think that things are happening when they really aren't. Maybe he just wants us to make sure that Heavenly Fathers plan doesn't work. Well... I've decided that I'm not going to let him get to me. I am going to keep continuing what I am doing. Because I know that it is the right thing and that it is bringing me much joy. Well... I know that that was a random rant. But hey, we all have them, yes? Well. I believe that that is all for today. Enjoy. :)

Peace & Blessings!

21 June 2011

Isn't Life Great???

So I've decided that I love life. I really, really do. I love that I have family that loves and cares for me! And I love that I have a family that I can love and care for!!!

Have you ever been in this mood where you are like "Life is against me."?? I know that I have. But these past couple days, I've realized that my Heavenly Father is looking out for me. And that he wants the best for me.

Sometimes having friends is super hard. You get along for a while, but then you realize that things aren't going the way they should, so you end it. Well. For me, it seemed that that happened more often then not. Sad huh? Well. guess what? I have a new friend. At first it just felt normal. Meeting a new person happens every day, right? Wrong. You know, it's like the saying "God doesn't give us what we want, He gives us what we need." I am a firm believer of this now! He gave me what I needed. And I am eternally grateful for it.

That is my thought of the day.
Until next time
Peace & Blessings. :)

I Blame My Sister(s).... {Nail Polish}

So, as of lately, my sister Sandee has been totally addicted to nail polish. And since she can't exactly paint her own nails. I have kinda got 'sucked into' painting mine too. I used to paint my nails a lot as a kid. But.. once I started playing the piano and violin, I stopped taking the time, because it would bug me when they were long. Although I wouldn't like to admit this, I am going to. I actually kinda like having all of this nail polish. Maybe it's because I find the color titles hilarious. Or maybe it's because I agree with Sandee when I say that they look nice when they are painted. Either way, I'm stuck. Doesn't it seem like nail polish didn't have cool names up until now? I have all this old nail polish that is just numbers for their colors. LAME! Well. I guess that I will now show you what NEW one I Have got. Key Word in this sentence is New. These are the ones that Sandee has bought me in the past few months. {Don't worry. It makes me a little sick too.}
L'oreal {Yellow SeaHorse}
Sally Hansen {Vintage Violet Crackle}
Milani {Totally 80's}
NYC {Times Square}
Wet n Wild {Teal or no Teal}
Wet n Wild {Teal of Fortune}
Sally Hansen {Sun Kissed}
Essie {Splash of Grenadine}
OPI {Sparrow Me the Drama}
Wet n Wild {Silvivor}
Wet n Wild {Sagreena The Teenage Witch}
Wet n Wild {Sage in the City}
Sally Hansen {Rockstar Pink}
Sally Hansen {Posh Plum}
Essie {Peach Daiquiri}
Sally Hansen {Mellow Yellow}
NYC {Lincoln Square Lanvender}
Ulta {Jaded}
Sephora {Hell To The No(Glee Special)}
Wet n Wild {Hannah Pinktana}
Sally Hansen {Green With Envy}
Ulta {Grape Escape}
Sally Hansen {Fuchsia Power}
Sinful Colors {Frenzy}
Wet n Wild {Everybody Loves Redmond}
Sally Hansen HD {DVD}
Essie {Borrowed and Blue}
Wet n Wild {Blue Wants to be A Millionaire}
Sally Hansen {Blue Me Away}
OPI {Black Shatter}
Sally Hansen {Black Out}
OPI {And This Little Piggy}
Piggy Polish {All The Glitters}
Wet n Wild {9021Orange}

Although I mainly blame Sandee, My sister Kadee has TONS of nail polish. Maybe I'm meant to have this strange fetish? I have no clue!

Until we speak again.
Peace & Blessings. :)

20 June 2011

Summer Goals {2011}

I stole the idea of having summer goals from one of my friends. I think that it is ingenious! This way they are more short term and possible to accomplish! How amazing right? So I have decided that I am going to make a Summer Goals list. Here they are :)

1-Clean Out Closet {It needs some help}
2-Learn Last 2 Pages of Deux Arabesque {My piano teacher has taught me to start from the back}
3-Read (At least) 3 Books. {Diary of Anne Frank, These is my Words, The Host}
4-Knit 2 Pairs of Slippers
5-Work On Christmas Presents
6-Apply to (At least) 4 Jobs
7-Apply for overdraft on Debit Card
8-Deep Clean Car {Then she will be a beaut Inside and out!}
9- Clean out under my bed {it tends to store unneeded Items}
10-Learn a New song on the violin. {I need to keep that talent going. }
11-Find & maintain a Diet and Exercise plan
12-Take Lilo on a walk, Daily.
13-Come up with a Money Management plan. {I need to stop spending!}
14-Do 5 New Scrapbook pages
15-Finish all unfinished pages.

This is all for now. :) Hopefully I can get them ALL done! :)
Peace & Blessings! :)

17 June 2011

My Life {As of Today}

Welp. It has been one crazy week!
{At Work} I technically have the week off. Because of recitals, I don't have to work. Since they students are all at their recitals, they can't exactly be at the lab needing my help, huh? Well. My Supervisor, Mr. Gardiner, asked me if I would sub the piano teams and piano prep classes this week. I said absolutley, seeing that I'd be making 10 dollars an hour, vs 7.25. AND it'd be eight hours. That's more money then I usually would get in a week, and its three less hours than I usually work. Total bonus. The Week started out very rough. My first class was quite the handful... but I guess everyone has those days, right? well, here's the thing. Regardless of if they happen every once in a while. It still, totally, sucks. Hahha. The week has continually got better, so that's a good thing. Then last night we had this big meeting of all the changes that are happening. Most of which are to the contract. The funny things is, that regardless of if I have a contract (Which I Don't) It still was pretty nerve wracking. But I also feel that this is one of the first times that I felt that I have seen eye to eye with the owner of my company. So, who knows. Maybe the changes are a good thing after all. :)

{House Sitting} One of my Professors, Dr. Tadehara asked me to house sit for her while her and her two kids went to Seattle. Number 1-major jealousy. :) I LOVE seattle! hahaha. Number 2- I think it is totally cool that she trusts me enough to ask me to watch her house while she is gone. So far it has been awesome. There is food for me to eat, and a really nice entertainment system. The only downside is the cat. I generally hate cats. But, wanna know something weird?? I think I'm actually starting to like this cat (Shhhh. Don't tell anyone) The only thing that I don't like about him, is that he kinda depresses me. hahaha. He is so sad that his family is gone, and he'll just stare at the door like he's waiting or them to come home. :( Sad fricken day. BUT. Plus side is that I think he is actually liking me by the second night of staying there. Today he kept walking over to me to pet him, and he'd purr when I did. :) That did make me a little happy. I've come to the conclusion that (Unlike my dog who sleeps all day and all night) this cat sleeps all day and parties all night. ha. ha ha. He likes to try and keep me awake I think. But that's okay I guess. I may as well get used to the no sleeping that occurs during the school year, now. ;)

{My House} Well, to make a longer story longer, I will tell you. I don't know if you have ever seen &/or owned a swamp cooler. But at the beginning of every summer, you need to go on your roof and fill the swamp cooler with water, yes? Okay. So we did this. And we had the swamp cooler on and it was wonderful! Until we noticed something...The roof of my parents bedroom was leaking water right onto their bed. Great. and if this weren't enough, the roof finally collapsed. Leaving the room in need of fixing. So for about 4 or 5 days now, we've had people cleaning the room, drying the walls, putting up sheetrock, painting, etc. Epic huh? One thing that I have decided through this process is that I think it's weird that a problem like this is covered by insurance, but no any other kind of floor. I.E. rain flooding your house=not covered. I still think it's bizarre. I can't get over that fact. haha

{Side Information} As most of you know (i think) I have decided to at least try out Social Work. There are many parts of it that I feel are just so me! The want to help people and to see them happy is this drive that I Have constantly. A while ago I asked my Social work Teacher that 'if I did end up doing Social Work, where would she put me' and instead of giving me an easy answer. She took me to the professional to see what he thought. Well. He asked me what population I feared the most, and I said little kids because I can't imagine what life would be like later on.. But today as I was watching tv, one of those commercials about the starving kids in Africa came on, and I almost instantly had this urge that I wanted to help them. So I don't know. Maybe I'll help little kids. But at the same time, I almost have this connection with the older population. So.. that just totally throws me out of wack. hahaha. I'm gonna be lost for a while, for sure. :)

Well.. That is all that I have to say today. Until next time!!!! :) Peace & Blessings! :)

16 June 2011

30 Day Picture Challenge....... In one day :)

Day 1: A Picture of Yourself and Ten Facts:
{Heidee}













1- I absolutely LOVE to laugh!
2- If I could be anywhere at any given time, it would be home.
3- My Favorite thing to wear is Jeans and a T-Shirt
4- My Favorite Hobby is Scrapbooking!
5- I have a 'Yummy List' of actors. One of which includes Jensen Ackles. :)
6- I Love to swim, but hate having to shower right when I get home! ;)
7- I have never been Skiing or Snowboarding!
8- I do NOT like to wear dresses, but I do think they are cute.
9- If it were socially acceptable, I would not wear shoes.
10- I Like to shop, but hate to spend money! :)



Day 2: A Picture of your Closest Friends:
{Teah Garner & Melissa Nelson}













I Love them so much! :) we always have so much fun when we three are together! ;) This Picture was at the Layton vs. Northridge Game. Which we totally won in the last ten seconds. :)

Day 3: A Picture of the Cast from your Favorite Show:
{Charmed & Supernatural}









Charmed is my 'all time' favorite tv show. But my favorite tv show that is still on air is Supernatural. Jensen Ackles.... SO Good LOOKIN! :) Man! ;)

Day 4: A Picture of Your Favorite Night:
{Knicks Game In New York City}













This was the funnest night of my life! The Opening Knick's Game in New York City! How did we do it? I have no idea! But people in New York understand the game so much. And they take it so seriously, that it was SO fun! :)

Day 5: A Picture of Your Obsession:
{Movies, Rings, & Horses}







I ALWAYS want new movies! I don't know why, I just do! :) And Rings are my new fettish! I used to always want new scarves, but now... those rings just catch my eye! :) And I have always loved horses! :) That's how my room is decorated! :)

Day 6: A Picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day:
{Oprah}



















Everyone just looks up to her so much! And she uses her money to help people! Ah... for one day (And one day only) I could totally be her!

Day 7: A Picture of Your Most Treasures Item:
{Ruby Ring & My Scriptures}











My Dad gave me this Ruby Ring for Christmas. I have always loved it! and I Cherish it dearly! I lost it for like a year once, it was the worse year of my life. I also Cherish my scriptures. :) I don't know where I would be without them.

Day 8: A Picture that makes you Laugh:

{All Knight Party Drawing & Bradon and Jim Leap Frogging}










Oh my Guts! These pictures are just HILARIOUS!!!!!! I can't even begin to explain it! They are just SOOOOOO funny! Bradon is about to biff it! And me and Teah are being Creepers! HAHA :) Love! Them!

Day 9: A Picture of the person you've gone through the most with:

{Mom & Dad}



















I Would be nowhere without them! They have put me through life and I would be utterly messed up without them!

Day 10: A Picture of the person you do the most Messed up Things with:
{Sandee Miller}














I Don't know what it is about Sandee, but we are just crazy when we do things together... hahaha. I can't even think of something off the top of my head. But if i have done something weird. It was with her! HAHAH

Day 11: A Picture of Something You Hate:

{Mosquitoes}















ugh.... Don't you just Hate em??? I Know I DO! Not only to they bite you, but they make you itchy until the point that you want to rip your skin off! UGH! Plus they are blood suckers! That's so not cool!

Day 12: A Picture of Something You Love:
{Cheesy Potatoes & Cheesecake}









Ooooo. Just thinking about these makes me want them. Right now! I love cream cheese, and I Love real cheese! they are the perfect match to my likings. :)

Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or Artist:
{Forever the Sickest Kids & The Rocket Summer}









They make my heart soar! I Love FTSK, ever since I first hear them. But as you know I love Bryce Avary! So... yeah. ;)

Day 14: A Picture of someone you could never imagine your life without:
{My Family}












My family means the world to me. Each of them make me who I am. I can't imagine my life without them, because it's such a big part of me that I just can't stand it To think about life without them!!

Day 15: A Picture of something you want to do before you die:
{Go To Holland}














I think that I have wanted to go to Holland ever since it was my country in Sixth Grade. I dunno all the reasons. But this MUST happen!

Day 16: A Picture of someone who inspires you:
{David A. Bednar}


















I'm sure that there are a lot of obvious answers to this question. But there is one thing about David A. Bednar, he seems to understand people. That he knows exactly what we are thinking/feeling or something. I just love him so much! He makes me want to be better!


Day 17: A Picture of Something that has had a huge impact on your life recently:
{Weber State University}





I Dunno what it is exactly. But it seems that school has swayed every one of my decisions lately. It makes me worry about work and money and what I'm gonna do with my life. I'm not sure how to explain it, but it for sure is impacting my life. Making me make decisions that I never wanted to make. haha. :)

Day 18: A Picture of Your Favorite Movie:
{She's the Man & 17 Again}








The movies make me laugh... SO HARD! hahaha. I LOVE Amanda Bynes and 17 Again is just truly hilarious! They are definitley one of my favorites! :)

Day 19: A picture and a letter
{Tigger & Q(As in Qadafe)}









I Honestly couldn't tell you what this question meant, so here you go! :)

Day 20: A Picture of Somewhere you would like to travel:
{China}














I honestly really wanna go there someday! I couldn't tell ya why, I just know that I do.. so there. :)

Day 21: A Picture of Your Favorite Restaraunt:
{Red Robin}








If I get asked where to go to eat, I will ALWAYS say this first. :) I always get the Clucks & Fries. They are delicious. ;)

Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at:
{Brushing my Teeth}


















This is honestly a little kid answer. But it is still the truth. ;)

Day 23: A picture of Your Favorite Book:
{To Kill A Mockingbird By Harper Lee
& Fahrenheit 451 By Ray Bradbury}














Oh Man, do I ever love these books! the ironic thing is that I read them both for the first time in 8th grade in my honors english class... I really wanna go read them again now. ;)

Day 24: A Picture of something you wish you could change:
{Child Abuse}


















It's pretty hard to do anything worse than to hit a child for no freakin reason. I hate people that do this, with a passion. I want it to stop. Now!

Day 25: A Picture of your Favorite Day:
{Graduation}














It was honestly the happiest day of my life. I thought it would be sad. And you know what, it wasn't! I was so happy as I got my diploma and was able to walk away! It was wonderful!

Day 26: A Picture of your favorite vacation Spot:
{The Uinta Mountains & San Diego, California}









I love these two places. If I could choose, I think that I would always go camping first! But I love to walk the pier in Ocean Beach.. ah. I can smell the ocean now... ;)

Day 27: A Picture of your favorite Traveling Snacks:
{Cheese Nips & Beef Jerkey}









Every time I have gone on vacation, I'm pretty sure we ALWAYS have these, and they are my absolute favorite! ;)

Day 28: A Picture of Something You are Afraid of:
{Heights}



















Yup, Most definetaly. :) I'm not afraid of the 'height' part, it's the falling part i'm afraid of!

Day 29: A Picture that makes you smile:
{Easter, Long, Long ago.}













this picture makes me smile so much! Easter wears me RIGHT OUT, apparently. :)

Day 30: A Picture of Someone you miss:
{Grandpa}

Sadly, I don't have a picture of him that I can put on the computer, I really wish i did. I miss him so much! He always had stories to tell. :)

There you go, there is my 30 days, in one day. Me and Sandee changed some of the questions because they were super dumb. So, there ya go. :)