11 August 2010

Just Let Me Cry


So, i have this pretty awesome cd. I mixed the Reflections of Christ Cd and a cd by Hilary Weeks Mixed. One of my favorite songs is entitled Just let me cry. It Chorus goes "But for now, just let me cry, i know it's hard to see. But the pain i feel isn't going away today. So for now just let me cry, until every tear has fallen, don't ask when, and don't ask why, Just Let me Cry." Now.. why do i like this? Not sure. But on some days, the thought just.. connects you know? And so, during a hard time. Which i'm grateful for, i felt this way. That i just wanted to cry and i wanted people to just let me. I have never really understood How powerful crying can be. A true empathetic cry can take away so much pain! And you know who else can do that.. My Savior Jesus Christ. And you wanna know why. He loves me. which is another hilary weeks song, and it's chorus goes like this "Deeper than my heart can hide, stronger than i feel inside, more than i realize, He loves me. Steady as the day goes by, longer than the reach of time, enough to give his life, He loves me." I can not begin to explain how much i am grateful for my Savior. He is ALWAYS there for me! :) I will never be able to repay Him. And the amazing thing is that He doesn't ask me to! How generous is He. :) I Love him. And I KNOW that he loves me. So now as i look back on me dwelling on this mistake that i've made. i looked up some LDS quotes. and i found one, that was JUST for me. "Please don't nag yourself with thoughts of failure. Do not set goals far beyond your capacity to achieve. Simply do what you can do, in the best way you know, and the Lord will accept of your effort."--Gordon B. Hinckley. I know that even though i've hurt someone that i love the most, that i have the DESIRE to do what is right! and to be better. and i know that my Father in Heaven, and my Savior Jesus Christ will look at that desire of my heart, over what i did that was wrong. I love this gospel. And i want to come closer to it! I want to reread the Book Of Mormon, But i don't want to read it.... I was to STUDY it! I AM going to make it to the Celestial Kingdom, I WILL get married in the Temple. And i WILL be with my family.. FOREVER. And i am ETERNALLY Grateful for that! :)

I know this post is a little... well... a LOT random! But it is my thought of the day! :)

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